My names Ruben,
this is where i post my suicidal thoughts and the things that drive me closer to them, feel free to unfollow.

 

Things aren’t looking good.

naturaekos:

“People who need help sometimes look a lot like people who don’t need help.”

— Glennon Doyle Melton, Carry on, Warrior

(Source: naturaekos)

The more I live

The more i wish i didnt.

Its near.

Im hoping i can do it. Step outside of my fear and claim my freedom. Who knows what is waiting on the other side. Hopefully its nothing like this.

purplebuddhaproject:

“I used to think that I could never lose anyone if I photographed them enough. In fact, my pictures show me how much I’ve lost.”

— Nan Goldin

(via purplebuddhaquotes)

(Source: purplebuddhaquotes)

Nights

This lightless period fills me with darkness. I have an idea of how to do it. Now to get the courage. Ive never been this close

depression-stays-but-you-dont:

“You’re afraid to tell people how you feel because it will destroy them, so you bury it deep within yourself where it destroys you instead.”

I think about the last sound id ever hear, the clicking of a firing mechanism, then nothing. I think about it everyday. My anxiety doesnt push me away from it anymore it invites it.

classystarr:

i-cannot-live-without-coffee:

november-secrets:

monoukotori:

wackd:

rectumspectrumthemovie:

The Monologue, because I liked it so damn much.

“The thing about repairing, maintaining, and cleaning is: it’s not an adventure. There’s no way to do it so wrong you might die.”

#this episode angered a lot of people#like they took it personal because this whole time they related to rick and thought the series was justifying their worldview#but this monologue ripped them all to shreds

This show is the epitome of “I’m an asshole because I’m better than you” and so many people used it to justify their behavior, and it finally addressed the fact that that’s not the case but instead the reality is “I’m an asshole because I’m immature and can’t take care of myself mentally or emotionally” and of course assholes are gonna cry about it. Because, again, they are immature and can’t handle their emotions.

This monologue is a prime example of “Sometimes if someone’s advice pisses you off it’s because they’re right and you know that applies to you.”

This monologue was just pure gold lmao